"It is on our failures that we base a new and different and better success." -Havelock Ellis

I took the board exam last November 2008, i was excited for the result, for me the exam was OK, the result came out last February's, i waited the result on the Internet for almost a day, my anxiety was rising, bit too excited and nervous.

The result came out, then i found out that i failed. (ouch!)
i can't tell what i felt that time.( i feel mad, i want to cry, i feel jealous, and i feel like I'm a LOSER!)

That was very sad for me the i told what happened to my family. they were very supportive and told me that it is normal to fail sometimes. i felt good about that but then i am sad....

i feel weak. i don't want to speak to anyone....that's my big problem, that Failure!

the next day my friends texted me that we are going to my former classmates house. her father died... when we were there, i saw her relatives were crying, all of the people there were sad, i saw her father lying on the casket,and i told to myself......."He is too young to die.." . I saw the mother and she looks very sad too, she wants to cry, she said that she cant imagine life without her husband......

As i go home, i realized that there were people that has bigger problems than i am. problems that were harder yet they can survive. i know i can deal with it... maybe I'll help myself first, knowing my weaknesses, and realizing whats my goal...

i can survive this!

Misty Mysh

i was browsing my friend list on my my friendster then i saw the account of my former highschool clasmate named Misty. i remember her as a tall girl sporting a nice big curly hair.

she used to be the one of the character of my stories and comics together with her BFF(JJAM). i still remember her getting mad at me coz i always draw her in my notebook, and if im not wrong, she told that to our teacher....

maybe she forget about it now...

and what important is that memories will make us laugh... and we are ok...

so i made these for her....

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Liceo de Los Banos



i really missed my highschool days, i'm 24 right now, done my college already. i saw some of my former classmates and schoolmates in my friendster so i decided to make another acocount for my our batch, Batch 2002. i made that site for us to be keep updated coz most of us were busy and are overseas...

Check the site here-Click: LDLB BATCH 2002 SITE

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IMEEM SITE

i updated my site.... its now full of nice tracks... add me and check it!
clck here:
JAYCRAVE'S IMEEM



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And My Crave Deluxe Playlist

Deluxe (trance,techno,house) Playlist

more tracks to come!!!!!